blog?? i thought i wont touch tis in my life..
frenz??? i thought i m able to keep it well in my life...
best frenz?? i thought the amount will b always increases in my life....
BUT.......tis day......3 of march........a speechless day......
i tot there will b a better day for me......
BUT......today.........wat a sucks day????......all come suddenly...............
someone do not know the real.........
someone try to make the "real"..............................
someone even trying to mantain our ''real''..........................
BUT someone is not ''real''........an unreal person.......
i dunno who is ''it''??????? to make all these..............................
is tat funny? is a hobby???? i dunno.....
i just know.......why cant we all just take it easy? or is i thinking it easy?
there were many many(much) things happened on tis dat.......all these finally make me sign up a blog................do i nid to thanks to tat 'someone'?
YESTERDAY....there was a thing happen to me wit my 'her'.........
we were argueing? might be....
we were not happy? or even get hurt????........might be............all these...i told one of the someone's'....she an wei me.........................here i wan to say thankssssss.......only she(someone) noe how much i love 'her'......
TODAY.........i mean morning......as usual......brushing...washing......bathing....sms ing...and so on....
BUT....the msgs r not as usual as i think.........can i say all is bcos of busy? unwilling? or even DUN WAN of 'her'?? i dunno........
BUT i noe...all these i DO NOT WAN.........
enter the school.......war is began?? between who?? someone's'?????
am i in the someone??dunno................
all i THOGHT is began.....
firstly.........................i thought i am out of the someone list.......
BUT........i finally realize tat......i am not.......................tis is wat we called LUCKY????
there r tooooooooo tooooooooo tooooooooo many miss understanding between all the someone's'......
why...........................all the someone's' like to use argueing to 'solve' the problems???
dont they noe SOLVE can become COMPLICATED????
in my viewing.............i realize tat................................nobody here is the the one who makes all tis happend............and i noe our murderer IS..........................''MISUNDERSTANDING''...a pro murderer...........
he KILLED us..............
he KILLED frenz...........
he KILLED relationship.......
he KILLED happiness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so unfortunately......i hav been KILLED.....wow.......................game over.......
can the game 'start again'????
i really miss our starting........b4 the 'frenz', 'relationship', and the 'hapiness' DIE.......
can we restart the game?? really dunno..............
haiz.........................all is my frenz......i really dun wan all become enemy of each other.....
OMG wat a form5 complicated year!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE(her)......
hehe.....lazy to say......coz toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long......
i just can say...........I LOVE U..........
haiz........cant u just act as vry happy when u heard I LOVE U????
y wanna always UNbelieve me??
i noe..............................................................i was done many wrong things gaogao......
but...........can u forgive me????
opsss...................i forget tat forgive is hard to do.....but easy to say......doesnt it???
forgive......mayb cant liao la....................
why i say so?? coz she gave me a lot of forgive dy.........
..............until.....................................................................................it is NO MORE.........
i used it until finish........
cz she likes to use.........wakaka....
2 months more to go and there will be our '1st year'(365 days)
wow..........waiting for..................
BUT...........................................................i scared it cant be..........
because of................................out of 'forgive'....................xD
even got a lot of money................still cant even buy ONE forgive....
yeah.................forgive oso need for those ''someone''..............
I????i gave.............
they??????????
haiz........dunno..............
tell u all.............dun be sellfish with yr 'forgive'........otherwise......no more forgive for u on next time whn u really nid it..........the more u forgive......the more u get in the future........it wont be finish..............................
here.............i giv 9 forgives................to all my frenz...............
hope u will not decline it......
and i here to say.............................
SORRY.............
to all 9 someone's'
